How E-stim Helps Me

I know MD promised to give me an estim session in bondage Saturday morning. However, I wonder if she remembered that this weekend was American thanksgiving? I will go ahead and get tied up for 10 am, but if she does not show by 10:30, I will assume she is romancing some other turkey. I will use my timer and make use of the new synthesiser app and listen to one, or maybe two chaturbate performers as their moans and yelps send pulses to my cock. Two hours of that at a reasonably loud setting should be a challenge for me.  Mind you, I am still really hoping for a driven bondage session.  Keep your fingers crossed. P.S.  the odd comment would be nice.

I did not make it. But I have a good reason. I came yesterday.  I was supposed to wait until Saturday for my big bondage and estim session. Unfortunately, Tuesday night I came across a new toy listed in the Milovana forum.  A synthesiser specifically designed to process metronome sounds into nice e-stim pulses.  It was bloody complicated to get to work.  It is called E-Stim Control App, or the ESC App.  I spent about 6 hours playing with it on Wednesday.  I  started with metronome based flash teases, but I quickly escalated to listening to cam girls.  As people tip, the women vocalize and this results in estim pulses.  I can imagine trying this with self-bondage and playing and watching one or even two rooms at a time.  I have not tried it with a cock-hero video yet, but I imagine it would work fine.  I am still looking forward to this Saturday.

One week of no cumming. Why is that so hard to achieve.  Of course, now that I have committed to that, I want to cum every night.  Last night, I even had direct control over someone else's lovense!  Yet, I managed to avoid the temptation.  I am building up my reserve for a decent flow when I do my bondage session this Saturday morning.  If the past is any indication, I will be left tied until I am forced to cum twice. I will be adding a new person as a moderator soon and I think we might be exploring short term chastity cage key holding.  Would be interesting to get me all worked up in my cage and then she can decide whether I deserve to be release that night, or if I need to stay in the cage until morning.

First, let me say what a great time I had this weekend. MD was kind enough to drive me twice, Friday night and Sunday morning.  Both times were spectacular.  Unfortunately, Friday night and Sunday morning I was not able to do any bondage.  MD's session would be that much more exciting.  I did try to do a bit of selfbondage on Saturday morning; but it was less then spectacular.  I just can't manage a good audio session for selfbondage.  The good news is that MD will try and drive me next Saturday morning.  My house will be empty so I plan on going all out for this session.  Feet will be tied, I will use the anal electrode, and set up the second camera.  I think I will cut open my hose to expose the plug and train the camera on it.  MD might like seeing how her electrical signals make my ass clench.  Of course, if I submit myself in bondage to MD, she will likely make me cum twice before releasing me.  I guess I better avoid ...

Last night was one of those nights I was tempted to buy tokens and play with some of my favorite cam workers. I used to spend a couple of hundred dollars a month.  I knew I had a problem.  Fortunately for me, my account was banned, though I was not sure why.  This gave me an opportunity to start again, but not have my credit card details entered in the system.  Once I did so, it was too easy to grab more tokens with a few clicks.  So now, I always stop short of entering my card details.  I do like to support a few workers, so I look to wish lists. Another addition was my fantasy of having a Dom be a keyholder for either a cock cage or a shackle around my balls.  Its all very exciting until I need to sit down and my balls are crushed inside my pants.  I think I could manage a 24 hour period.  I would especially enjoy being locked up 24 hours before an estim session.  I would need a keyholder willing to witness me putting the cage or s...

Not a great day either. I did not have a driver to play with yesterday morning, so I tried my best with a bit of selfbondage and a webtease. I wonder if I am getting a bit bored just playing by myself.  There has been a lot of talk on the e-stim forums about how VR will be the next big thing to accompany estim modules.  It would be great to have a synchronized video with direct control of the 2B.  For now, everyone is waiting to see if the next 2B firmware release allows for better stereo stim of what it typically called a "pain file".  Very short audio clips with steep ramps do not get processed by the 2B.  This is probably by design.  This really limits the range of experience you can get from a flash program.  I will likely be back on Saturday morning.  I am hoping to see S on cam.  She is looking to make a bit of pocket money from Chaturbate, but the poor thing didn't have a lovense toy, so I decided to sponsor her by getting her ...

I can't stop thinking about having my ankles tied down.  If I do a bit of selfbondage, I will secure my wrists to the headboard, but there is an extra thrill with also having my ankles tied.  I usually reserve this to when I try to get my moderator to drive me while tied.  Last couple of times there have been connection issues, but after awhile of not having a chance to be tied, I get desperate enough to want to take the risk.  I always have an emergency escape method.  I will likely take a chance tomorrow morning and secure my ankles and get my wrist restraints ready.  I love tugging at my legs and feeling them held securely in place.  Trapped until my driver releases me.