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I am not a toy

First, let me say what a great time I had this weekend.

MD was kind enough to drive me twice, Friday night and Sunday morning.  Both times were spectacular.  Unfortunately, Friday night and Sunday morning I was not able to do any bondage.  MD's session would be that much more exciting. 

I did try to do a bit of selfbondage on Saturday morning; but it was less then spectacular.  I just can't manage a good audio session for selfbondage.  The good news is that MD will try and drive me next Saturday morning.  My house will be empty so I plan on going all out for this session.  Feet will be tied, I will use the anal electrode, and set up the second camera.  I think I will cut open my hose to expose the plug and train the camera on it.  MD might like seeing how her electrical signals make my ass clench.  Of course, if I submit myself in bondage to MD, she will likely make me cum twice before releasing me.  I guess I better avoid any cumming from now until next Saturday. 

I am still having a bit of etiquette issues with some viewers.  I had one person insist it was "their turn" to drive me.   Wow.  I also had another complaining that they were still waiting for their turn to be driven by MD.  I hope I do not have to explain why this is simply not right.  I am not a toy to be shared, and MD has the right to pick and choose who she plays with. 

I was hoping to see S on cam this weekend.  She has not appeared yet.  I look forward to seeing her work. 

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