How E-stim Helps Me

I need to lose weight. This has nothing to do with estim, but its been 1.5 weeks since my last orgasm and even a breeze is giving me a hard on.  I need to think of something else. I have been thinking of getting a membership at the local gym.  Perhaps I should start reporting my weight as a motivational technique.  I really do not want to get on a scale.

I was busy last night. I wanted to find at least two settings for the 2B that would work for punishment settings that could be described as overly intense as opposed to sharp and painful.  I settled on two; one with a continuous mode and one with a wave mode. While I was testing out different modes and settings, I returned to the Milk mode.  I remember not liking it earlier, but I do not think I experimented enough with it to fully understand what it was doing.  It is basically a pulse setting where the rate modulates from slow to fast and back again.  As the pulse slows, it becomes deeper and stronger, edging you to orgasm, and the pulse makes you contract like you were trying to push out cum.  The lighter and quicker pulses give you a bit of a rest without allowing you to lose your erection.  Visually, its fun to look at, as your cock twitches at the same rate as the pulses; fast, then slow, and repeat. I added a set of Milk parameters to my bio for my driver to make use of.

Still not sure when I get to have my next orgasm. I am trying very hard to be good, but last night, I may have watched a bit too much pron last night for my own good. My driver had her own personal business to attend to last weekend but promises me she will "utterly wreck" me later.   She did do a cam show Saturday night, and the moment I tuned in, she made me go put my cage on.  Its seems like she will not let me watch her without wearing it.  Sometimes, she will have me estim through the cage using the sounds from the cam room. Its pure torture not being aloud to have a full erection or orgasm while watching her.  I guess that is the point.  Tonight, I will be playing with the 2B, but not in a good way.  I need to find some settings S can use a punishment settings.   The Estim Bondage program has really opened my eyes to the possibility of including some "torture" settings to be used in short bursts.  During a bondage session, knowing these settings can be u

Its going to be a long week. Not sure when my next estim or orgasm will happen.  The days ahead look way too busy and congested to find the time or opportunity for playing on camera.  Sigh.

The nice part of playing with someone are the little surprises. Last night, out of the blue, S required me to do my 21 minute Estim Bondage session.  Next time, it will be 22 minutes.  I am "not allowed" to cum, but with hands tied, and the sessions getting increasing longer, eventually, I will get an orgasm, especially as S has been teasing and caging me relentlessly. The night before, she had me caged while I controlled her lush and domi.  That is just plain cruel.  Last night, to make sure I was not tempted to finish myself off after my 21 minute session, I was told to cage myself until bedtime.  She can then text me at anytime to send a photo to make sure I am not cheating.  It can take 20 minutes to get that cage on at the best of times, so if I remove it without permission or at least notification, I would be in deep shit. There is no way of faking it as I would have to respond in about a minute with a date and time stamped photo.

I have already mentioned the new Estim Bondage program. I tried it with the default settings for a twenty minute session.  Its important to point out that the program has a 2 minute wait period between the moment you are locked up to the time the session actually starts. Its enough time for you to really contemplate what you have done.  You wonder to yourself if you will cum uncontrollably in the first five minutes and them be subjected to horribly painful post orgasm stimulation; completely helpless to stop it.  You start to try and focus on not being aroused; relaxing and staying calm.  Try not to flex your prostate and this engorges you more and moves you closer to orgasm.  The tease signals are very nice, but its the torture signals that are really incredible.  They induce a completely involuntary flexing of everything surrounding you cock and your dick strains painfully against the signal.  The torture signal strength ranges I think from 80 to 100%.  At full strength, you are

Fun yet Frustrating I was moderating S's cam show last night.  At the same time, I was running a program called the E-StimControl App or ESC.  It turns audio sounds into estim signals.  If you try and use straight audio, you run the risk of really high volume signals that can be very damaging.  The ESC app works best with no continuous sounds and only intermittent sudden sounds.  It was originally intended to turn metronome sounds into estim signals.  S wanted me to use it to "listen" and be stimmed while watching her cam show.  It turned out that the music she was playing did translate well into estim by the ESC app.  I spent about two hours being stimmed regularly from the music and sounds from her show.  I was seriously aroused by 10 pm, but had to call it an evening as I had to get up in about 7 hours. I figured I was not going to be allowed an orgasm, but I was surprised when she decided I needed to spend the night in the cage as well.  Getting that cage on