How E-stim Helps Me

She was very nice to me last night. I crawled into bed at around 8:30 last night and did a quick check of who was on camera.  J, another estimmer with a hosiery fetish, was on and MD was one of the viewers.  I was not sure if MD was driving or not.  I thought about it for a bit and made a quick decision to set up the camera, get dressed, and wired up. I waited patiently for MD to notice I was on and come visit.  I had not seen her in about a week, maybe more.  I was not sure if her interest was waning.  She did drop by, and I asked if she would play with me.  She agreed. She had a light touch last night.  She gave me a mild tease for about an hour before giving me a strong Thrust signal to push me over the top.  A stream of precum was flowing down the side of me cock.  One of her habits is to constantly alter the intensity of the signal in a wave mode.  Every time the wave goes down, I do not know how high the next peak is.  It could be nice and soft, or it could go really hi

Bondage is like an extended hug. There is comfort in knowing there is nothing you can do for the next hour or two.  I can't do sessions like I used to; I used to tie my hands over my head to the headboard with a timer lock.  Unfortunately, e-stim connect was not reliable enough to trust that a driver could remain connected for the entire session.  This would leave me with the power on and my driver powerless to help me. I could revert to using a combination key-box.  At least if we loose the estim connection, my driver can at least release my hands so I can reset the connection.  However, the entire bondage session would be finished as I would need to reset the lock, take photos, post them, ...... Another alternative is provide some form of chained bondage that forces me to comply with my driver's requests until she releases me.  My hands would remain free to reset the estim connection, but the chains remain in place until released.  Will it give me the same high as havin

Is it possible to cum too much? I had multiple sessions over the past three days.  Unfortunately, my favorite driver, MD, was not available for any of them.  I hope she is OK. Whenever MD is not around, I make a choice of either sticking with audio files or another driver.  While I appreciate all the offers, everyone else wants to drive me on electron.  The problem with it is the lack of variation, especially when the driver does not change the signal.  Habituation sets in and I lose my erection. The other issue is the personality of the driver.  I have no problem with the range of behaviours people have in the kink world, but I do have a problem with the assumptions people make.  I was in the middle of an OK session, and the driver starts asking me to call him "daddy", and wants me to start begging to cum.  He starts chatting with other members about me, calling me a good little sub and he will make me eat my cum after. Its not what I want to do.  I do not get into i

Mind blowing I had a nice session just doing urethral play two evenings ago. I did not get kicked off chaturbate, but nor did I get a huge audience while on cam.  In fact, I think the only people that tuned in were trolls. It was the second time I fully inserted the tube, but the first time I did it on cam.  There are 5 large bulges or ribs that have to descend past the head of my penis.  The ribs help keep the tube in place.  As my cock contracts, it will push any sounds upward and outward.  In the same way that a butt plug is held in place, the ribs prevent the tube being pushed out.  I insert the tube one rib at a time.  Each rib requires gentle prolong pressure as I need to stretch my urethra where it constricts past the meatus.  It takes a few minutes.  I am curious as to how many people would enjoy watching this process.  Having the tube in place makes it very easy to get an orgasm with just mild stimulation.  It also prolongs the entire orgasm.  As the orgasm builds, I g

Urethra play.  Chaturbate can be temperamental at times; especially with estim and sounding.  I would like to try inserting my new urethra toy while on cam.  It can take awhile as each ribbed section must be gently passed through the constricted area, just pass the urethral meatus.  I need to gently stretch the opening to pass each large ribbed section.  With each one, a jolt of stimulation races through my system.  By the time I get the whole tube inserted, I am usually very aroused. It takes little stimulation to make me explode.  To date, I have only done estim on cam, and not manual masturbation.  I am not sure whether anyone really wants to watch me insert the urethral tube and ejaculate.  I would not want to get banned for sounding though.  I wonder if I can reduce my chances by doing a private show.  There might be a lower chance of having someone report it. I have used the tube once for estim.  I was being driven by MD.  If the power is set too high, it kills the erec

What do I do now? With e-connect dropping connections occasionally, it really throws a wrench in my selfbondage plans.  I can be all tied up in a timed session and the connection gets dropped.  I have to consider some options.  I can stop doing timed sessions and go back to using the lock box.  At least I can get released if the e-connect connection gets dropped.  However, I did not care for having to use the emergency release if I lose my WIFI or internet connection.  My release depends on my driver, MD, giving me a combination.  All this gets complicated.  I want to be helpless to stop the estim session, but I need to be able to deal with the connection issue if it arises. One option is to have some form of bondage that I am trapped in, and can only be released by my driver.  However, my hands remain free.  I could have my balls chained to my ankles, and have my driver promise not to release me until I submitting to her entire session.  She likes to make me cum twice. Whene

Estim Experiment Volume 2 A brave and committed deviant has published a second volume of Estim Experiment on Milovana.  The first did not work well with the 2B as the sound files for all but the introductory session had no impact.  I tried out the new volume yesterday and was pleasantly surprised that the signals worked well for all the scenes I experienced. The signals are nice and aggressive and match the tone of the game.  I played it until I came which was about 4 scenes.  The game is meant to be used in conjunction with selfbondage, but I do not see how they are going to manage to incorporate a release mechanism in the game. Also, I am not sure how long each session is supposed to last.  I look forward to trying it again.  I am hoping that it has the same variety of content as Estim Tower.  I might try it with timed selfbondage if I want the extra thrill. 

That was quick Last night I played with the ribbed urethral tube again.  I managed to install it properly, including the ring under the glands. I was so happy with it, I decided to show it off on cam.  I connected the 2B and waited for MD to drop by.  I was on for about 40 minutes when MD arrived.  We tested the estim signals with the tube in place. I could feel the signals deep inside my cock.  When I came, it poured out the top like a volcano. Can't wait to use it again.  I would like to install it on cam, but it takes awhile, and I am concerned I might get banned for inserting something in my urethra.

It arrived. A stainless steel urethral tube with cock ring and ribbed tube.  It was thicker than I expected. I washed it, put on gloves and then cleaned it with alcohol wipes. I settle down to play with it and with plenty of lube, I started to insert the tapered tube.  The tapered end slipped in with little resistance but as I got past the head of the penis, if got more  difficult to continue inserting.  I did not know that past the first part of the urethra, the urethral meatus, the urethra constricts.  As I gently pushed the tapered head through this area, into the penile urethral area, it felt the same way a butt plug feels as the widest part pushes through the anus and the muscles clamp down on the valley, making it difficult to pull out.  Once the first ribbed area was past the meatus area, it was held firmly in place and would not slip inward or outward.  I was a little freaked out at it felt like the tube was stuck inside my cock.  I gently pulled on the tube, and it slo

Nobody wants to ban people. I was having a wonderful session with MD on Friday night.  MD has at least three regular 2B users that she drives; me. "M", and "J".  On Friday night, J was on cam and MD was just starting a session.  Both J and MD said it was OK if she drive both of us.  All was going swimmingly until someone starting complaining that MD was driving two people, and not "sharing". Wow.  To be perfectly clear, I choose who drives me.  I am not a cock that is simply there for the next available driver. I gave him one warning in a private message to stop whining.  Two minutes later, he made another irritating comment and I banned him on the spot. I then noticed that he was silenced shortly after on J's site. I hate drama.

I had to escape last night. I was nicely tied up last night.  I had about 30 minutes left on a timer to release my hands that were held fast to the headboard with an airline cable.  That was when MD told me that she lost the e-stim connection and could no longer control the 2B unit.  At the time, the 2B was on a Split-A mode at medium strength.  Given another 5 minutes I was going cum, and without anyone controlling the 2B, I would be stuck in post-orgasm hell. I had a choice of pulling on my emergency escape cord to access wire cutters, but that would also topple a large water bottle.  Instead, I tested the strength of my bonds by pulling hard on them.  In the end, the connector on the airline cable gave way. With my wrists still locked together, I was able to operate the computer and send MD a new code and we finished our session.  From the E-stim message boards, other users have noticed dropped connections.  I guess this means I will not be doing any more bondage sessions.