How E-stim Helps Me

It was an interesting weekend. S and I engaged in a bit of chastity cage fun.  It started Friday night around 11 or 12 at night.  She had me install the cage with some small TENS pads on the inside.  I might consider putting a layer of paint on the cage to avoid electrical contact between the cage and the pads.  Having two pads on the penis head, one on top and one on the bottom, feels very nice, but as soon as there is contace with the cage, the electricity also goes to the ring around the scotum and causes a serious and unpleasant ball squeeze.  I was lucky Friday night that the pads did not come on contact with the cage, and S was able to tease me for awhile.  Then, she just told me to keep it on for the night. She did not make use of the combination lock box to hold on to the keys however.  This time, it was strictly on the honor system, however, she did send me a photo of the device installed by KIK, and I knew that at anytime, she could request another.  Still, having acces

Last Friday, I had no driver and no keyholder.  I have been trying to get in touch with MD, but she has not been logging into my room.  I think I will be trying again tonight to contact her.  Its a bit like holding a séance.  Maybe candles and a pentagram will help. Last Friday, I slept while wired, with intermittent stimulation to my cock while it was fully caged.  Not sure I will do that tonight.  Hoping MD will indulge me tonight.

Tuesday night sounding was fun My ribbed urethral tube can be tough to install, but it does feel great once you get past the initial horror of sticking something in your penis.  I did a full estim session with the tube as an electrode.  I climbed the entire Estim Tower and came on the tenth floor. I really should not be keeping the tube in that long though.  Despite using lube, I found the tube and urethra became dry and stuck to each other.  It made it a bit difficult to remove.  I still hope to have a pro give me a sounding session one day. Currently, I am going on came each night with a password only MD knows.  My mod settings disappeared and I am horrified that MD might think I removed her status of moderator.  I hope to speak to her soon to tell her otherwise. 

If I ever went to a pro dom. Rightfully so, session with a pro can be costly and does not last all day.  What would you ask for?  I think I would go for sounding; with something ribbed.  That feeling of the ribbed bulbs slipping past the glands is like an electric jolt.  Having someone slowly and repeatedly inserting and removing it over and over again would be long slow tease.  Like masturbating but from the inside. I want someone to do it to me until I was begging for release.  Of course, that would likely just earn me a gag while she returned to her slow and methodical task. Maybe I will play with my ribbed urethral tube tonight.

Nothing went as planned last weekend. I got all dressed up and put on my cock cage.  I also included two small tens pads inside the cage. I was hoping S would show up and tease me before making me stay locked in until the next morning.  She was unable to participate.  Instead, I curled up in bed and used the ESC application and watched various chaturbate performers while I drifted off to sleep.  Their tips and moans would be translated into estim signals that kept my caged penis hard.  I would awaken occasionally to see that the performer had stopped broadcasting.   I would select a new one, and drift off again.

Depending on her mood of course. If S is in the mood, I will be caged tonight with her holding the keys.  It will be up to her as to what she will want me to do.  It might be nothing but wait patiently for her to release me at a time of her choosing.  My hard limit however, will be 24 hours.  I can set up emlalock to send me the release code late Saturday night as a fail safe. How or if she wants to play with me will be up to her.  I basically become her object.  I will need to do as she requests in exchange for a promise of early release.  We can communicate via a KIK account, which means she can summon me, day or night.  I have learned how to install small pads within the cage for estim.  This would allow her to tease me while caged.  What would be most cruel would be to make me cum and then leave me in the cage overnight.  Actually, what would be worst, would be to make me cum multiple times through the night.  Yikes! Let the fun begin.

I feel naked under my clothes. I was running late and skipped putting on my nylons.  Maybe I need a mistress to check up on me. I had a very nice session with my second and new moderator on Tuesday night.  I had the cage on.  The cage does not work very well as an electrode, but I have been having some luck with a modified TENs pad placed inside the cage.  I trim the pad down to a thin strip and place it across the underside of my cock.  Then I put the cage on. Channel A then goes from the cock to a larger TENs pad between my scrotum and anus.  For Channel B, I just put two pads on either side of my anus.  Unfortunately, that just creates a painful pinching sensation at high volumes.  I may have to use the anal electrode with the cage.  This also gives me the option of having one channel go from the cock to the anus, and the other from the TENs pad to the anus.  Tuesday session was very nice, but we had to lower the volume on Channel B substantially. My moderator, "S&quo

Fun, locked up. On Friday, I received new thigh highs in the mail, and, of course, I had to try them on.  It made me a bit horny so I figured I should lock it up.  Now, my prospective keyholder was not ready to start playing, so I wondered whether or not I could find a way to easily keep myself locked up for the night.  I could have used Emlalock, which is an automated keyholding service, but it takes a bit of effort to set up. Instead, I went with a much more simple solution.  I used my timer lock.  I slipped both keys to my cage through the cable of the timer lock and then looked for a place where I could attach it that was at least 2 feet higher than my waist.  Despite the keys literally being within my grasp, I was incapable of making use of them to remove the cage. I set the timer to release at 7am, and settled down to bed, wearing both my cage and thigh highs. Throughout the night, as I lost and regained an erection, the urethral tube was retracted and pushed back int

I am not 100% certain. I may begin a Friday night ritual of getting locked into my cage and have one of two moderators be my keyholder until the next day.  Of course, it depends on how much this appeals to them.  One of my moderators uses KIK which enables her to send me a code for me to access my release keys.  The other, only communicates with me through chaturbate, which limits our ability to exchange information.  I need to be online with the camera on for her to send me a code.  This may not be sufficient.  We will likely discuss this tonight or over the weekend.

I wonder if this will be fun. I am gearing up for some potential keyholding play.  I have played with the cage in the past and I do know that some activities are simply too painful to do with the cage on. Driving is one of them.  My balls get crushed.  Its no fun at all. Sleeping is OK.  That morning erection can be the ultimate in sexual frustration.   Chores are OK.  Moving about is bearable, and the chores take my mind of the cage. Sitting at work is very difficult.  Plus, it makes it very difficult to concentrate on work. The cage I have now is about the best fit I have managed to get of the 6 or so different cages I have tried.  Some have been more comfortable, but are not escape proof.  In fact, one soft version was actually easy to masturbate in.  The one I have now is all steel, with a short cage and a short urethral tube.  Flaccid; I am very short and I do not want too much room in the cage.  I want the tube to be held firmly in place.  In other news, I expect

I enjoyed wearing the stockings all day, but I need bigger ones.  My big thighs cause the stockings to run downwards.  I went online and ordered the largest I could find.  I pulled out the cock cage last night and gave it a test run.  It fits very well; at least for short durations.  As a means of teasing while in the cage, I thought it would be OK to give my penis a spray of "deep heat".  I knew it would make me hard, but the pain was too intense. I might stick to a bit of mint toothpaste. I may have a second moderator soon.  She is interested in some key holding activity.  We use KIK to message.  This gives her the flexibility to sending me a release code for me to access the keys to the cage. We will see how that plays out.

It is no secret that I love nylons. I do not cam without them.  Its either nylons or shaving, and I am reluctant to begin shaving again.  However, I do like cleanly shaven balls. The other day, I picked up two pair of thigh-high stockings.  Today, I wore them to work.  I think I might make it a habit.  It does not hurt that they also help keep me warm during this time of the year.

It almost did not happen. I had made all preparations for the scene by 10am.  Two cameras were in place.  The first showed a view of my cock and in the scene was one of my ankles secured in a leather cuff and tied to the bed.  The second camera showed by wrists, handcuffed to the head of the bed.  I cleaned out my anus that morning and inserted my bipolar anal electrode.  I really hate putting that thing inside me, but the anal e-stim really feels nice.  I put on two pairs of nylons, each with a hole cut out for my cock.  I had two metal loops on my cock, one at the base, the other at the tip. I tested my connections with the 2B before proceeding.  With the anal plug inserted and connected to the lead wires, I had to carefully secure my ankles without sitting completely upright on the bed.  I love having my ankles tied.  Just the sight of stocking clad tied ankles is enough to give me a hard on.  I positioned myself on the bed and brought over my computer tray and laptop; the