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Last night was one of those nights I was tempted to buy tokens and play with some of my favorite cam workers.

I used to spend a couple of hundred dollars a month.  I knew I had a problem.  Fortunately for me, my account was banned, though I was not sure why.  This gave me an opportunity to start again, but not have my credit card details entered in the system.  Once I did so, it was too easy to grab more tokens with a few clicks.  So now, I always stop short of entering my card details.  I do like to support a few workers, so I look to wish lists.

Another addition was my fantasy of having a Dom be a keyholder for either a cock cage or a shackle around my balls.  Its all very exciting until I need to sit down and my balls are crushed inside my pants.  I think I could manage a 24 hour period.  I would especially enjoy being locked up 24 hours before an estim session.  I would need a keyholder willing to witness me putting the cage or shackle on and placing the release keys in a lock box.  Only the keyholder would have the combination to open the box and give me access to the keys.

I am solidly addicted to nylons and estim.  I have given myself fully over to theses. 

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