How E-stim Helps Me

 I feel so dumb. I spent all evening, tied to the bed, wondering why no one was dropping by the CB room.  Not a single person, not even the models trolling for clients.   I was seriously worried when I could not even find my room among the thumbnails of the website.  Was I banned?  I did not get any notices.  I finally gave up after hours of waiting and trying unsuccessfully to figure out what the problem was. Later that night, as I was consoling myself with a tea and toast, it dawned on me that I had set a password for the room near the end of my last session to have some private time with a moderator. The password was still in place. Good thing I did not use the estim to have an orgasm last night.  I will need my reserve to do another show tonight.  That cock has to earn its keep!

 I guess I am officially a webcam performer.   I am committing to Monday, Thursday and Saturday for show.  I look forward to it, but make no mistake about the fact that my cock has to work hard for the tokens.  Clients like to see me squirm and struggle against the hard pulses that make my cock bounce.  Others don't want the edging to end, even after making my goal.   Its all good fun and they pay for a good show.

 Last night's session was out of this world.  Big thanks to CS for sticking with me.  We did two hours of teasing with no tipping before it started.  Once two or three interested parties show up, I usually hit my goal pretty quickly.  I am hoping to commit to a regular schedule to be more accessible to clients that find the show appealing.   Goal level will likely increase a bit.  Those nylons are not free!  

The diet is going well.   Lost between 8 and 9 pounds.  One of the things that has been helping has been my time on CB.  I have a ton of nervous energy and I tend to stress eat then things get tough.  But now, all my nervous energy is focused on my time spent doing tip shows on CB.  I make about 120 tokens a session and I have found a modest audience.  I will be raising my prices a bit, but I do not know how far I can push it. Occasionally I need to silence someone if I feel they are interfering with getting to my tip goal.  Sorry. A typical show will have a tip menu to ask for ether low med or high pulses, or hard edging.  When I get to my tip goal, we do a cum show. My moderator was having internet problems last night, so I let the main tipper of the evening control the 2B and make me cum. I am planning to be on Thursdays and Saturdays, and perhaps Mondays.  Also trying to line up moderators to show up at regular times.  Of course...

Sorry, I know it has been too long since my last post So, what has been going on. I never got my stereostim unit.  It seems the company has gone under due to health concerns of the owner/operator.  I am sorry to hear of that, especially in the states where illness and injury can ruin you financially.  Guys, get medicare for all now!!!!! I will look into building my own, but I has SOOOOO MANY other projects on the go. I ordered a new anal estim probe, one that look easier to insert and keep in than the metal butt plug I currently have.  It has not arrived yet.  These deliveries from China usually get held up somewhere along the line.   I was forced to age verify on CB.  I do not know why.  It seems other exhibitionists are allowed to use the service.  Anyway, I had a choice of submitting my ID or switch platforms.  I opted to stay with CB.  On the plus side, I am playing with the TIP feature. I really have no idea if there will ...

I've been a good boy. No estim or orgasm for a whole week.  I am so desperate for someone to grab the controls tonight and give me a long tease and make me leak like a river.

After several email attempts with no response about my BTStim purchase, I visited the website to see if I could find any information. Turns out the owner and operator of BTStim is facing several challenges.  I won't be getting my unit anytime soon, if ever.  Looks like I put in my order at the worse possible moment. Regardless, I hope the person in question recovers.

Has it closed? I have not received any notification that my BTstim Econo has been mailed. I just sent them an email to ask.  The 2B has been getting a lot of bad press lately due to its processing of signals that result in the suppression of files intended to produce pain.  I can understand the frustration of webtease authors having to do three to four times the effort just to make sure each type of device works.  I look forward to trying many of the original webteases and experiencing them as the authors intended. I still really enjoy using the 2B, especially for its remote control interface.  I like being able to set some limits on settings, although I think that feature can be upgraded a bit. I have the pleasure of having at least three regular drivers these days, each with their own style.  I had another very nice session last night.  CS was driving for about an hour.  NC just got a Tens unit and is experimenting with it.  SS drives less often...

Back to Basics I had a great session last Friday night. I returned to an old favorite Milovana tease: Estim Bondage. Besides for the fact that it has great punishment signals and visuals, it has plenty of customization options that allow you to keep tweaking the sessions to make it harder and harder to avoid cumming. I finally have the settings to a point where I am fighting against cumming for a full 40 minutes.  I have to control me breathing and try my best to avoid contracting my pelvic floor muscles to cause a full erection. Of course, some signals, especially the punishment signals, cause involuntary contractions and erections.   I have the probability of punishment signals set at 25%.  The volume ranges are very narrow and high, which means practically all the signals have the potential to make me cum.  Also, the lengths of all the individual scenes are set to 45 to 60 seconds.  The breaks between scenes is no more than 3-5  seconds, giving me n...

When will I learn. Every once in awhile, I pull the anal electrode out and give it a try.  Many estim webteases suggest a two channel set up, one on the cock and the other in the ass. My usually setup is a triphase setup with two loops on my cock, and a common electrode on my perineum. I use an extra large TENS pad. So, last night I figure I would see if the experience was better with the suggested ass-cock configuration.  For signals that purposely alternate between left and right signals, using the anal electrode is interesting.  However, I just don't find anal stimulation to be that erotic.  I get contractions, but not much else.  Also, the whole experience (no pun intended) is unpleasant.  The preparation, insertion, and removal are all generally unpleasant.  Also, then I use just one channel on my cock, the sensation is more painful or biting.  I can get much stronger contraction on my cock with both channels without the sensation being...

My next unit is still enroute. Perhaps today is the day it arrives. I am looking forward to going back to some of the earlier estim webteases to see what the experience is like with some of the punishment tracks. Right now, the only webtease that provides effective punishment signals is Estim Bondage. Estim Channel might also, but I have yet to encounter one, and I have read mixed reviews online. The uninitiated might wonder why some/most/all etimers are interested in punishment signals. It flies in the face of any notion that humans operated according to a pain avoidance principle. We may not like pain, but we love adrenaline. Punishment tracks are especially impactful when combined with bondage; when our ability to stop the signal is removed. I have noticed more estim webteases are being written with this in mind. I have also been testing the waters with the use of the cage. Instead of attempting to use the cage during estim, I have tried to have one of my moderators ...

What have I done? I got tired of the constant disappointment with Milovana estim webteases that had sound files that were surpressed by the 2B algorithms. I really do like my 2B. It has great modes and flexible adjustments. It has a reliable remote control feature. It also has an easy way to preprogram session to play through the Command software. Unfortunately, one of its safety features of its stereostim function is that is suppresses sharp spikes. As a result, almost all of the torture sequences in the Milovana webteases make use of these type of signals. With a 2B, all you feel is nothing. This is not to say that the 2B is unable to be used for torture. In fact, one author; alexfayer, worte a fantastic webtease called Estim Bondage that has great punishment sequences for the 2B. It also happens to be the best webtease on the site for selfbondage. There are about 2 others, but Estim Bondage offers the user the opportunity to preset many features of the tease. Every...

My selfbondage experiences over the years have result in a few close calls. I have been lucky enough to walk away with just a few scars and lessons well learned. I still take risks, but I don't rush into anything as quickly as I used to. I think I trust one of my drivers enough to try more selfbondage with him, and I have given him the latitude of using some settings that are very intense. Its the sort of situation that really hightens the adrenaline rush as I titghten down the last zip tie around my wrists. Not sure when my next opportunity will be. We practiced using the settings last night, and I walked him through how to apply the tortuous stimuli and how to make use of the stop button to quickly shut it off when he thinks I have squimed enough for his pleasure.

I have to admit that I have not had much luck stimming with a cage.  I tried the plastic cage with the built in custom pads.  I found the pads resulted in a painful stinging sensation and not very pleasant. I received the another metal cage with a urethral insert. It has spikes on the base cock ring and these interfered with my cock being able to go up and down the insert as I gained and loss an erection.  As I would start to gain an erection, by cock would catch on the spikes and remain trapped.  Also, as I tried to use it as an electrode, too much sensation would be delivered to my balls through the main large ring and the base cock ring.  I made alterations.   I knocked off the spikes and filed down the edges.  Then I used electrical tape to mask the first two rings.  This left the secondary ring and urethral tube as electrode surfaces.  It worked better and my driver was able to make me cum with it on.  I still like the pla...

For shits and giggles, I locked myself in the electrode cage and used the timer-lock to hold the keys in a place too high for me to use them to open the lock on the cage. I set the timer for 3 hours, and proceeded to tease myself with various milovana flash programs and other files. I finally had to ban one regular viewer.  He hates cages.  Instead of just leaving and coming back another day, he just had to express himself in the most unpleasant manner.  Anyway, the session was nice and finally came in the cage after the three hours. One thing I have not done yet is download the files that came with the 2B.  I should do that tonight. Later.

The electrode cage arrived. Meh. Its actually a comfortable cage I might make use of, but the estim experience was less than stellar.  I could try using the cage if my previous driver comes back to CB.  She likes to have me caged up for awhile and could use the cage to tease me. I am still waiting for another "cage" to arrive.  The design is not really cage-like.  Its the type with rings and a urethral insert.  It should still allow for full erection and I might be able to adapt it to estim. We will see. I decided to do a self-bondage session last night.  It was awhile since I did one.  I did not want to use the cage, as it is more satisfying without it.  As I prepared, I could sense my arousal increasing.  Using that program, Estim Bondage, still gives me excitement.  take care,

I think I got ripped off. The cage with the electrodes never arrived.  No matter, I did not lose much. I ordered another from a local distributer and it will be here Thursday.  I am concerned about the reviews.  They say the item is really cheaply built.  There are reports of cracking and even getting cut on sharp edges.  I might have to consider the CB version as well. I am also looking forward to my other metal chastity cage with the rink and urethral tube.

I ordered a new cage I went with this one. The smaller one did not have the additional ring that moved up and down.  I like that feature. The larger one did seem a bit too big, but also, when I tried to order the 52mm ring, it always defaulted to the 43mm.  So, I went with the medium sized one.  It has spikes.  Hmmm.  I wonder what that will be like.  Deliver will be in July or August.  Oh well, I will have time to play with the estim cage I ordered which is still in the mail.

I have gone through a lot of cages. I have tried many varieties.  I am thinking of getting just one more. It is one of those open styles with a urethral tube. Its not designed to restrict your erection like others.  It does not even prevent direct stimulation of your cock. It does have three features I think I will like.  The first is that it does have a 52mm ring option.  The largest most cages offer is 50mm, and I find that a bit tight. The other is a cock ring that stays in place and moves up and down as your penis increases and decreases. The third feature is the ribbed urethral  tube.  As I get an erection or lose it, I will feel that tube being 'pulled' in and out.  I am pretty sure I can insulate parts of it to also use it in estim sessions as well. I would love to hear comments.

Still no estim cage.  Its still in customs. I do a self bondage session at least once a week.  I have been keeping the time at 30 minutes plus the additional 3 minutes of time between locking up and the first loop. Each time I adjust the settings a bit. I can either raise the minimum volumes of teases or tortures, or increase the range of time they are on for.  I can also increase the probability of getting a torture by a 2 or 2 percent.  Sooner or later, I am going to get a combination of three things.  1) just the right signal that causes the orgasm to build from deep inside me, 2) it plays at a maximum tease volume, and 3) it plays long enough that I can't prevent my cock from erupting. After that, those torture sessions will feel ten times worst.