How E-stim Helps Me

Am I being too greedy? Maybe, but I think the concept of electron could be vastly improved.  First of all, the idea of an estim sound generator that allows one person to drive anyone else in the world; even more than one person at that, is an incredible idea.  However, when using an application like electron, your sound output is dedicated to the estim signal and you can no longer listen to anything else. That is a minor drawback. The sound generator in electron is a wave generator.  You can modify the parameters of both the left and right channel.  Frankly, its a bit cumbersome to use, and I fine the range of signals as estim to be a bit boring.  I am convinced series of controls can be introduce that provide a wide range of teasing and torturing signals that can be operated by simple button press.  Perhaps a dozen modes with limited modulation of rate and feel, as well as volume. Likewise, graphic displays can be introduced to give the driver an...

Someone else wants to learn to drive. My main drive, S, texted me that another cam performer she knows is interested in learning how to drive.  She wants to set of a session where the three of us participate in a session where I provide an orientation to the new person. This could be interesting. I always wondered if there could be any potential to earn some income as a driver.  I do know many professional Doms offer estim sessions, but I really wonder if they know how to provide a rewarding session full of long intense teases and a strong finish.  I can imagine a cam performer could offer estim control.  Calibration is important, and an understanding of how volume needs to be adjusted for each mode. They could also go the simpler route and offer an electron session.  I have some thoughts on that though.  More on that later. For now, the idea of having two drivers attending to me at the same time is quite novel.

A new flash webtease from Milovana. A big thank you goes out to the creative (and devilish) author of a new estim flash webtease posted on Milovana. Its a great program that allows a wide range of user set parameters including the overall length of the session.  It is designed to be used in conjunction with selfbondage as it employs short bursts of teasing sound files with intermittent nasty torture files.  The torture files can only be described as overwhelming in nature.  At lower levels, they are barely tolerable and you hope and pray you don't get dealt any at 100% volume.  I strongly hope and encourage the author to continue to build and expand on the program to increase its repeat play value. I think I will make it a rule that I increase the length of play by one minute, each time I use it.  Lets see how far I get. My driver gave me permission to use it once yesterday for a 20 minute session.  After that, she drove me and gave me a wond...

I have to avoid cumming, but a new Milovana estim program is published. Its like having a birthday gift and told to wait to open it.  I guess I am going to have to ask permission to try the new program.  The problem is that it is a program designed to be used with selfbondage.  I would like to try a quick 20 minute selfbondage session with the new program, but what happens if it makes me cum?  Just because I was tied will not likely be an acceptable excuse.  S promised to make me wear the cage for an entire week during waking hours if I cum without permission.  I do not think she is kidding. I guess I will ask her if I can try it on Sunday.  She can be pretty inventive.  I suspect she can find a way to turn this to her advantage.

Good news and bad news The bad news is that I still have not had a chance to try the new Estim Bondage program on Milovana.  It looks 'rad'  Is that what the kids are saying now?  "rad" The good news is its because S has been treating me to sessions of being cage and driven.  I am either in a cage, or being forcibly made to leak and have explosive ejaculations. It started Tuesday night while watching S on cam.  She let me watch for awhile uncaged so as to fully enjoy the experience, and just as things were getting interesting, she commanded that I lock on the cage for the night.  I was allowed to sleep without it, but I was to put it back on first thing in the morning (and send evidence).  She taunted me a bit through the day.  I showered and urinated with the cage on and I leak persistently all day with the urethral tube constantly stimulating me.  By about 2, she rewarded me with an estim session and I was allowed to remove t...

I spent the night in the penile prison. My junk was in jail. I was in the sausage slammer. I was locked in the cock cage. I did the time, but I did not do the crime. I was minding my own business last night, it was almost 10 pm Eastern.  Already an hour past my bedtime.  I was taking one last look at the chaturbate performers that I follow, and noticed that my driver, S, was doing a show.  It would have been rude of me to not stop by.  After some pleasantries, she ordered me into my cage.  If that is what she wanted, I was happy to oblige.  I pulled out my supplies and took a few minutes to clean and disinfect the urethral tube.  Nobody wants a staph infection; right?  I set up the camera and computer, and started broadcasting so she could see me straining in my cage as I watched her show.  It did not help that she had me control her lush and watch her orgasm, but I really enjoyed that.  After about an hour of this tort...

Its good to scratch that itch. I don't need extreme sessions all the time, nor do I think it would be a good idea to do them too often, but every once in a while, it feels nice to scratch that itch. Yesterday, my driver, S, treated me to a two hour estim session while I was bound hand and foot.  I got a bit tangled up in some cords at first.  I need various cords in place to access emergency release keys and the lock box, plus, I was using long wire seals for wrist bondage.  The seals are like zip ties, but much much stronger.  They were also harder to install.  Regardless, I was finally all tied up and unable to get free without the assistance of my driver. She had the 4 digit combination to a lock box with my release key.  As safety measures, I also had a standard emergency release (key tied by a cord to a big jug of water) and I also made use of a timer lock.  I place the padlock and timer lock in series so that I could get free of the ...

to those who wait. I might actually get driven while in selfbondage tomorrow.  Of course my driver might not be able to make it. The house will be empty and we are set to start at about 11 eastern.  I will use a combination of a timer lock and the combination lock box.  Wrists will be secured with both, in serial.  The timer will be set for 2.5 hours.  My driver can give me the combination for release any time she is done with me, However, if our connection is dropped, I will get released no matter what in 2.5 hours. Of course, I will maintain an emergency release. In other news. a flash author at Milovana produced another estim program.  It is specifically designed for selfbondage, with tease and torture and is fully adjustable. If my driver is unable to make it, I will certainly be trying it out.

The 2B does allow you to record a session.  You have to be using the Commander software, and I am not sure if drivers have the same option with using e-connect.  This opens up some possibilities.  I imagine that a 2B script file relays all the settings or changes in settings over a period of time. I have not looked at a file, nor do I have any idea how to interpret it.  I am hoping that E-Stim is open to providing some supporting documentation. I would like to find out how to manually create a script file.  If I could do that, then I could come up with a program to automatically generate a script.  I could input parameters for volume levels depending on mode and rate (for modes like PULSE, the rate has a big impact on how it feels, you need lower volumes for low rates). From there, its a hop-skip-and-jump to an automated 2B Mistress. 

I saw this, and my brain lit up. https://www.amazon.ca/Master-Locking-Mounted-Scrotum-Cuff/dp/B010R9IA4G/ref=pd_ybh_a_1?_encoding=UTF8&psc=1&refRID=YW7HX9WJZB3RH6CTE7JY I just saw myself in it, locked in, and my cock all wired up and electrified.  My hands cuffed behind my back, and unable to go anywhere.  Maybe, I will try and make a temporary stock for one session. 

Looking forward to Sunday I do support a household, and occasionally that household disappears for a day, giving me some blissful time alone.  Its in those moments I take the opportunity to indulge in either selfbondage or try something new.  This sunday, my driver might be available.  If she is, I will definitely ask her to control me while bound, hand and foot.  I am debating pulling out my anal electrode for this session.  Its been awhile since I used it.  If she is not available, I might try a salt water electrode.  I have no idea what that feels like.  I have been thinking of ways to form a water tight  casket to put over a jar so I can have it inserted into the jar while I lay on my back.