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Denial and indulgence

Good news and bad news

The bad news is that I still have not had a chance to try the new Estim Bondage program on Milovana.  It looks 'rad'  Is that what the kids are saying now?  "rad"

The good news is its because S has been treating me to sessions of being cage and driven.  I am either in a cage, or being forcibly made to leak and have explosive ejaculations.

It started Tuesday night while watching S on cam.  She let me watch for awhile uncaged so as to fully enjoy the experience, and just as things were getting interesting, she commanded that I lock on the cage for the night. 

I was allowed to sleep without it, but I was to put it back on first thing in the morning (and send evidence). 

She taunted me a bit through the day.  I showered and urinated with the cage on and I leak persistently all day with the urethral tube constantly stimulating me.  By about 2, she rewarded me with an estim session and I was allowed to remove the cage.  I was a bit concerned she would have me keep the cage on.  That would have been a serious mind fuck. 

As I was getting ready to go to sleep, I was visiting another 2B estimmer on chaturbate when S showed up.  I had to leave to go to sleep so I said good night and left.  I wonder if she offered him a drive? 

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