How E-stim Helps Me

I went through all the pain sessions of Estim Tower in one sitting.  Fortunately most of the sessions had no impact, which is the reason I was subjecting myself to this torture.  Still, I had to endure a fair amount of pain to accomplish this.  I reported my findings to the author of the program in the hopes that alternate versions of the programs can be produced that work effectively with the 2B.  Time will tell.  All I know is; I did my part. Speaking of pain, while I was on cam last weekend, I had another viewer wanting me to fulfill her dominance fantasy.  She wants to control the unit, make me beg for mercy, beg to cum, and let me hurt me a bit.  I appreciate the honestly in all, but for crying out load, "NO, I am not going to hook up my genitals to an powerful Estim unit and give an completely inexperienced person the controls to whatever they wish." I usually give people one opportunity to change their tone, but I do get frustr...

What did I get myself into? I volunteered to review estim pain files.  The end-goal is to created effective pain inducing soundtracks that work well with the 2B unit.  The 2B has some built in signal modulation that render most pain tracks ineffective.  Supposedly, if I point out which pain tracks do work on the 2B, the current flash based estim programs will be adjusted to have an additional alternate set of files just for 2B units. I downloaded a massive library of sound files last night.  I start testing them tonight. Wish me luck

Saturday morning was nice The night before, I went on chaturbate just to hang out and hopefully talk to my driver.  I talked to a number of people, most of whom wanted me to play with myself.  Sorry, I was just too tired for that. MD did log in late in the evening, and we arranged to meet for 10am on Saturday. I always find it hard to sleep when I know I will be tied and stimmed the next morning.  Regardless, I was up for 6am and started several loads of laundry; including my nylons.  They can get a bit dirty from all the ejaculation. By 10 am, I was all set up.  I was wearing two pairs of freshly laundered nylons, my legs were tied tot he foot of the bed, the webcam, computer, 2B were all set up, and I have all the pieces I needed to tie my hands to the head board with a timer. MD came by as promised.  We agreed on 2 hours for the selfbondage timer.  I locked up my hands and waited for the fun to begin. I tried my best to delay and avoid c...

I go early to bed with nylons and zip ties. I know; not exactly a wild night, but now that I have simplified the selfbondage process, I can do it anytime I want.  I don't need ice or to take pictures in advance of combination locks.  I just set a programmable padlock and use two thick zip ties. I lock two zip ties to the head of the bed with the programmable padlock.  My driver decides the length of time.  Tying my ankles to the foot of the bed is optional, but most enjoyable.  Then, all I need to do is put my wrists through the zip ties and tighten them.  After that, I belong to my driver until the timer runs out.  My configuration for tonight is up for debate.  I might try the chastity cage again. It has a urethral tube and I think it will be interesting for my driver to make me cum through it; possibly twice. The cage is a single electrode or mono-pole.  I can make use of the anal butt plug and a TENs pad to create a tri-phase ...

I joined the forum. The UK group that makes the 2B hosts a forum.  I joined and found a posting that mentions the problem with Milovana Estim Tower punishment files.  Some aspect of the digital processing of the audio signals makes them do nothing.   [Its frustrating for users since the Estim Tower application specifically recommends using the 2B.] [Update:  It appears the use of an image of the 2B at the beginning of the programs was not in any way an indication of a preferred estim power unit.] Its either the ramp up of the signal or some sort of audio clipping that makes these files ineffective.  Its is likely that these are in place to protect users from sudden jumps in signals. Many people are hoping for a firmware update that allows users to adjust ramp and clipping so that they can experience the full nature of estim tower residents. The only other option is to beg the writer of Estim Tower to provide yet another set of punishmen...

We need VR porn with Estim audio. I am pretty sure people would pay for a regular supply of videos with Stereo Stim audio that is synchronized with video images.  Imagine the possibilities.  Perhaps a Dominant whipping your cock as the estim simulates the sharp strokes.  What about watching a female sub getting the exact same shocks as you.  What about stroking signals timed to the same beat as two people having intercourse?  So far, I have seen two attempts to integrate video and estim.  You can get independent audio files you can sync with cock hero videos.  Instead of jerking to the beat, you get pulses.  I have not tried these, as I am not really interested in just pulses. The other is a three-hour video on pornhub that has video of teasing women with an audio track for stereo-stim.  It is a good start, but there is much more potential for integration.  Frankly, I would certainly pay for such a service.  I have tried the...

Yes, I have a nylon fetish. I never appear on camera without nylons.  Besides for the fact that I love how they feel, I think they improve the entire aesthetic of the scene. Normally, I am quite hairy, and I do not care much for the appearance.  Instead of shaving, I prefer to wear at least two layers of black nylons to mask all the hair.  Using at least one pair of special nylons with a sheath for my penis, I achieve a very nice look with just my penis head and shaft exposed. The other day, I attracted the attention of a woman from New York state that was specifically interested in men wearing nylons.  Estim was a new thing for her.  We will call her "K" I hope to talk to her again.  I think she might also be a bit on the bottom side, as she mentioned she liked being told what to do.  I do not know if she also appears on cam.  It would be nice if she had a lovense or some other online device.  I do not know yet if she has an ...

Some drivers just want to be Dominant. I have come to expect this.  I went on cam last night specifically because I wanted to talk to MD.  I wanted to tell her about the time lock padlock that I ordered, but I also wanted to let her know that I may not be on for two weeks. I really will not have any opportunities for release, so I will likely come back very desperate for an orgasm. Another regular viewer and occasional driver asked to drive me.  He likes to use electron, a sound wave generator.  I usually do not engage with this method.  I do not find drivers can create sufficient variability in signal types. He did ask nicely so I gave it a shot.  The session was actually very good.  I did give a few pointers along the way.  He needed to stop every once in awhile, let my erection subside, and build me up again, over and over.  This method usually produces the most dripping. Near the end, he had a good signal, but it was on a fast...

Time delayed pad locks are now on Amazon. Back in the day, you had to engineer complex time delayed release mechanism that usually involved candles or melting ice.  Now, you can get a time delayed padlock from Amazon for next to nothing.  Punch in the amount of time you want to be locked up, close the lock, and boom, you are done. You still want to have an emergency release option, but no more Ice timers. I was using a four-digit lock box. Go see: https://cyberestim.blogspot.com/2019/05/another-self-bondage-option.html This option is so my simpler.  Of course, I would know exactly when I get released.  On the plus side, this option allows me to blindfold myself.  I was interested in using a hood and other sensory deprivation options. A hood would also allow me to provide a different view if my driver was interested.  Instead of a close up of just the cock, perhaps she would like to see all of me reacting to her driving.  Maybe I sh...