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Ouch

I went through all the pain sessions of Estim Tower in one sitting.  Fortunately most of the sessions had no impact, which is the reason I was subjecting myself to this torture. 

Still, I had to endure a fair amount of pain to accomplish this.  I reported my findings to the author of the program in the hopes that alternate versions of the programs can be produced that work effectively with the 2B.  Time will tell.  All I know is; I did my part.

Speaking of pain, while I was on cam last weekend, I had another viewer wanting me to fulfill her dominance fantasy.  She wants to control the unit, make me beg for mercy, beg to cum, and let me hurt me a bit. 

I appreciate the honestly in all, but for crying out load, "NO, I am not going to hook up my genitals to an powerful Estim unit and give an completely inexperienced person the controls to whatever they wish."

I usually give people one opportunity to change their tone, but I do get frustrated when people start with the traditional Master-Slave dynamic instead of just talking to me and getting a sense of what I want and negotiating.  I am sorry that I will not let you inflict pain and make me beg.  (I am not really sorry).

If you want to control the unit, we can talk about that.  I am not going to call you "master/mistress".  I am not going to give you controls without extensive training.  I will not be begging for anything. 

If you do your homework and take some time to learn, you will get to make my cock leak.  You will get to make it grow and stay erect for as long as you like.  You will get to edge me over and over.  You will get the chance to force an orgasm, maybe two if I trust you enough to perform selfbondage while you control me.

And one more thing.  If you want to engage with me, you should be prepared to go on camera as well.  I am not asking for nudity or even facial images.  A nice view of a skirt and stockings would be nice.  You should be willing to put just a little bit of yourself out there.

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