I have been enjoying regular selfbondage sessions.
I have been using the default settings of the Estim Bondage program, except for the total duration setting. I starting using it at 20 minutes and each time I do a session, I have been increasing the total duration by one minute. I did a 31 minute session last night. I have to set the timer at 34 minutes however. There is about 2.5 minutes of 'anticipatory' time before the actual 31 minutes of estim begins.
Anticipatory time is the time you spend deeply regretting closing that last lock or tightening that last zip tie. You try and relax, because if you don't, it will only make it worse. Throughout the entire selfbondage session, you are fighting the urge to contract muscles as estim is applied. It is difficult with light teasing, and absolutely impossible with torture signals. Contracting with erections and stimulation will lead to orgasm, and while in selfbondage, you really do not want an orgasm in the middle of the session. If you think those torture signals are painful before an orgasm, then during a post-orgasm phase, they are downright unbearable. But, if tied, all you can do is lay there and take it, trying to breath through the pain.
Now that I have reached 30 minutes, I am thinking I should stop extending the time, and start altering the other settings. I have four choices.
1) Increase the minimum signal strength of the tease signals. This will make it harder to avoid orgasm, as its the weak tease signals that allow me to relax and back away from ejaculation.
2) Increase the minimum strength signal of the torture signals. All the torture signals are painful, but there is a big difference in torment between the 70% signals and the 90% signals.
3) Increase the probability of torture signals in the loop. Besides for causing more pain, this also makes it more difficult to avoid orgasm. Its impossible to refrain from contracting my prostate and associated muscles with these strong signals. The torture signals also result in immediate strong and thick erections.
4) Increase the duration ranges of either the tease sessions and the torture sessions. By default, the tease maximum is 30 seconds, and the torture maximum is 15 seconds. A full minute of some strong tease signals might be enough to force an orgasm. I find at the moment, I can deal with even the strongest of torture signals for short periods, but what about 30 seconds worth?
I have already decided to eliminate the displays that show me the strength and duration of signals. This will increase tension and anxiety. Torture images are displayed for a few seconds before they start. Without the information displayed, I will not know how bad the session will be, nor how long it will be.
Perhaps I should rotate adjusting each in turn.
The idea here is that each time I do a selfbondage session, it gets a bit more difficult to avoid an involuntary orgasm and post orgasm stimulation.
Hope to see you online.
I have been using the default settings of the Estim Bondage program, except for the total duration setting. I starting using it at 20 minutes and each time I do a session, I have been increasing the total duration by one minute. I did a 31 minute session last night. I have to set the timer at 34 minutes however. There is about 2.5 minutes of 'anticipatory' time before the actual 31 minutes of estim begins.
Anticipatory time is the time you spend deeply regretting closing that last lock or tightening that last zip tie. You try and relax, because if you don't, it will only make it worse. Throughout the entire selfbondage session, you are fighting the urge to contract muscles as estim is applied. It is difficult with light teasing, and absolutely impossible with torture signals. Contracting with erections and stimulation will lead to orgasm, and while in selfbondage, you really do not want an orgasm in the middle of the session. If you think those torture signals are painful before an orgasm, then during a post-orgasm phase, they are downright unbearable. But, if tied, all you can do is lay there and take it, trying to breath through the pain.
Now that I have reached 30 minutes, I am thinking I should stop extending the time, and start altering the other settings. I have four choices.
1) Increase the minimum signal strength of the tease signals. This will make it harder to avoid orgasm, as its the weak tease signals that allow me to relax and back away from ejaculation.
2) Increase the minimum strength signal of the torture signals. All the torture signals are painful, but there is a big difference in torment between the 70% signals and the 90% signals.
3) Increase the probability of torture signals in the loop. Besides for causing more pain, this also makes it more difficult to avoid orgasm. Its impossible to refrain from contracting my prostate and associated muscles with these strong signals. The torture signals also result in immediate strong and thick erections.
4) Increase the duration ranges of either the tease sessions and the torture sessions. By default, the tease maximum is 30 seconds, and the torture maximum is 15 seconds. A full minute of some strong tease signals might be enough to force an orgasm. I find at the moment, I can deal with even the strongest of torture signals for short periods, but what about 30 seconds worth?
I have already decided to eliminate the displays that show me the strength and duration of signals. This will increase tension and anxiety. Torture images are displayed for a few seconds before they start. Without the information displayed, I will not know how bad the session will be, nor how long it will be.
Perhaps I should rotate adjusting each in turn.
The idea here is that each time I do a selfbondage session, it gets a bit more difficult to avoid an involuntary orgasm and post orgasm stimulation.
Hope to see you online.
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