How E-stim Helps Me

Trust is hard I will regularly broadcast on chaturbate, just waiting for people I know to drop by.  If my driver wants to have fun with me, she will log in.  Otherwise, I will make use of one of the estim programs on Milovana. Occasionally, I will get someone that calls me a slave or something else derogatory in the hopes that I will respond in kind.  Others ask if I am a "daddy".  I explain that I am neither a slave, nor a daddy.  I do consider myself a bottom, but I do not let sadists harm me and I do not accept humiliation.  Yesterday, someone wanted to control the power unit and started of with playing the Master role.  For me, this is a serious red flag. My trusted driver enjoys giving me pleasure and enjoys the ability to have complete control over my cock.  I like that.  My problem are the people that ask me to give them control, and I have no idea what they want to do or what sort of experience they have with the equipme...

What to do on a Friday night. I took a shower early in the evening, and brought in my small bulb water syringe to clear out any material in my lower track while I was in the bathroom. I had not used a butt plug in about a year and I really hate putting those things in.  I have a really nice (and expensive) bi-polar electrode butt plug.  As I became inserting it, I remembered why I stopped using it.  But once I managed to slip the apex of the plug past my anus, it fell into place and rested comfortable. I connected channel A to my cock; base and tip, and channel B to the butt plug. Before letting anyone control the 2B with this configuration, I needed to see what the my limits were.  I took all the instructions I had already produced for the tri-phase setup and copied them to a notepad, and started testing the settings with this new set up. I found that the power levels for channel A were about the same, but channel B power levels had to be set quite a bit...

Well, FD got banned from Chaturbate. I have no clue why, but I am curious.  Regardless, I was having a nice session last night.  I found a nice way for people to be mildly interactive with me.  I will play an endless mode estim tower, and start my power levels off at 8%. Whoever is interested can dictate the level up or down.  I usually cum at 12%.  I was doing this last night for quite awhile until MD showed up.  I was already very close when I gave her the remote control code.  It was a really nice session.  She knows, that to make me cum, she just has to pick the right setting, and then wait.  After 3-4 minutes, I eventually explode.  Other people think that if I do not cum right away, they need to increase the power.  More often then not, it gets too painful and kills my erection. My go-to electrode setup is a tri-phase setup.  That means I have a common electrode for the grounds on both A and B channel, and ...

First ruined orgasm Well, that was new.  FD pulled a fast one and ruined my orgasm yesterday.  I was left throbbing and squirting and trembling.  I was not doing a full self-bondage session, but I did have my hands cuffed above my head.  I was holding the key.  I am not ready to trust FD with controlling my release.  It did mean that I was helpless to do anything about the ruined orgasm. Before FD showed up, there was another viewer that was persistently asking me if he could drive me.  I never just had over the controls to anyone these days.  I explained that he would have to go through a training session and that took time.  I told him to download the manual and read the bio thoroughly before asking again. Later, he did come back and ask for a chance to learn.  I lead him through how to interpret the limits listed in the bio and how to operate the 2B controls.  He was ok.