My Driver
To the best of my knowledge, my driver is a 39 year-old women living in New York. She is not the only person that drives me, but she is by far the best at it. We will call her "MD".
What is a driver? A driver is someone that either directly or indirectly controls an estim unit. In my case, I use a 2B unit and this allows for direct control remotely through the internet.
MD texted me several months ago through Chaturbate, saying she loved to watch men using estim. She was particularly interested in how estim would cause precum to flow in large thick drops. Given she had not used estim herself, and was not familiar with the 2B controls, I had little hope that she would be able to drive. I told her that she would need to spend a bit of time learning how to control the unit and I would provide a chart with proper intensity ranges for each mode.
We worked together for a few sessions to explore the effects of different settings and she was very careful to stay within my limits. It is important to point out that while the estim signals are "safe", the units can cause tremendous pain. I was foolish enough in the beginning to play the part of the submissive to people that wanted to be dominant. I thought it would be exciting. Assholes are never exciting and I learned my lesson quickly. I like having my limits pushed a bit; it gives me an adrenaline rush, but I don't play the pain slut for anyone.
MD proved to be a quick learner and was soon doing things with the 2B I never realized were possible. She would actively manipulate rates and feel controls along with intensity in much the same way a jazz musician would improvise with an instrument. She also had moods. Some days she would tease me with gentle stimulation, other days, she would attack me with hard signals. On weekends, I could expect at least two hours of sustained erection and stimulation before she would make me cum.
Timing can be an issue, as we do not communicate outside of Chaturbate. When I go on camera, she gets a notification. If she is free, she will appear. Last Friday, I waited 90 minutes and was just about to call it a night when she suddenly appeared. I love Friday nights. Normally, I refrain from orgasms for the week, and by Friday night, I am primed for a session, desperate to feel the intensity of the electrical signals. I do not get tired of waiting for that first jolt to hit. Its like a drug in my veins.
I went on camera again on Sunday morning. This time, I thought I would make the session more interesting. I tied a pair of handcuffs to the head of the bed, and prepared all the materials I would need for a standard ice-cube delayed release mechanism. You can google this if you are curious. Basically, the system would release the handcuff key in about 2 hours, depending on how much ice I use. I really should experiment more and use a specific amount of ice so I have a better idea of the time delay.
I was hoping MD would appear, and I would cuff myself and truly be at her mercy. She could leave, go make herself a tea while I would be forced to wait for her. She could make be cum right away, and then force me to cum a second time, maybe even a third (I never did that before). She could tease me lightly, making me beg for more. She could push my limits, making me beg for less.
Unfortunately, she was unable to come and play that day, and I sadly had to dismantle everything, feeling very unsatisfied.
This Friday, I will be staying home from work and will try again. I hope she will enjoy the addition of the self-bondage to our regular sessions.
Stay tuned.
To the best of my knowledge, my driver is a 39 year-old women living in New York. She is not the only person that drives me, but she is by far the best at it. We will call her "MD".
What is a driver? A driver is someone that either directly or indirectly controls an estim unit. In my case, I use a 2B unit and this allows for direct control remotely through the internet.
MD texted me several months ago through Chaturbate, saying she loved to watch men using estim. She was particularly interested in how estim would cause precum to flow in large thick drops. Given she had not used estim herself, and was not familiar with the 2B controls, I had little hope that she would be able to drive. I told her that she would need to spend a bit of time learning how to control the unit and I would provide a chart with proper intensity ranges for each mode.
We worked together for a few sessions to explore the effects of different settings and she was very careful to stay within my limits. It is important to point out that while the estim signals are "safe", the units can cause tremendous pain. I was foolish enough in the beginning to play the part of the submissive to people that wanted to be dominant. I thought it would be exciting. Assholes are never exciting and I learned my lesson quickly. I like having my limits pushed a bit; it gives me an adrenaline rush, but I don't play the pain slut for anyone.
MD proved to be a quick learner and was soon doing things with the 2B I never realized were possible. She would actively manipulate rates and feel controls along with intensity in much the same way a jazz musician would improvise with an instrument. She also had moods. Some days she would tease me with gentle stimulation, other days, she would attack me with hard signals. On weekends, I could expect at least two hours of sustained erection and stimulation before she would make me cum.
Timing can be an issue, as we do not communicate outside of Chaturbate. When I go on camera, she gets a notification. If she is free, she will appear. Last Friday, I waited 90 minutes and was just about to call it a night when she suddenly appeared. I love Friday nights. Normally, I refrain from orgasms for the week, and by Friday night, I am primed for a session, desperate to feel the intensity of the electrical signals. I do not get tired of waiting for that first jolt to hit. Its like a drug in my veins.
I went on camera again on Sunday morning. This time, I thought I would make the session more interesting. I tied a pair of handcuffs to the head of the bed, and prepared all the materials I would need for a standard ice-cube delayed release mechanism. You can google this if you are curious. Basically, the system would release the handcuff key in about 2 hours, depending on how much ice I use. I really should experiment more and use a specific amount of ice so I have a better idea of the time delay.
I was hoping MD would appear, and I would cuff myself and truly be at her mercy. She could leave, go make herself a tea while I would be forced to wait for her. She could make be cum right away, and then force me to cum a second time, maybe even a third (I never did that before). She could tease me lightly, making me beg for more. She could push my limits, making me beg for less.
Unfortunately, she was unable to come and play that day, and I sadly had to dismantle everything, feeling very unsatisfied.
This Friday, I will be staying home from work and will try again. I hope she will enjoy the addition of the self-bondage to our regular sessions.
Stay tuned.
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