How E-stim Helps Me

 I feel so dumb. I spent all evening, tied to the bed, wondering why no one was dropping by the CB room.  Not a single person, not even the models trolling for clients.   I was seriously worried when I could not even find my room among the thumbnails of the website.  Was I banned?  I did not get any notices.  I finally gave up after hours of waiting and trying unsuccessfully to figure out what the problem was. Later that night, as I was consoling myself with a tea and toast, it dawned on me that I had set a password for the room near the end of my last session to have some private time with a moderator. The password was still in place. Good thing I did not use the estim to have an orgasm last night.  I will need my reserve to do another show tonight.  That cock has to earn its keep!

 I guess I am officially a webcam performer.   I am committing to Monday, Thursday and Saturday for show.  I look forward to it, but make no mistake about the fact that my cock has to work hard for the tokens.  Clients like to see me squirm and struggle against the hard pulses that make my cock bounce.  Others don't want the edging to end, even after making my goal.   Its all good fun and they pay for a good show.

 Last night's session was out of this world.  Big thanks to CS for sticking with me.  We did two hours of teasing with no tipping before it started.  Once two or three interested parties show up, I usually hit my goal pretty quickly.  I am hoping to commit to a regular schedule to be more accessible to clients that find the show appealing.   Goal level will likely increase a bit.  Those nylons are not free!  

The diet is going well.   Lost between 8 and 9 pounds.  One of the things that has been helping has been my time on CB.  I have a ton of nervous energy and I tend to stress eat then things get tough.  But now, all my nervous energy is focused on my time spent doing tip shows on CB.  I make about 120 tokens a session and I have found a modest audience.  I will be raising my prices a bit, but I do not know how far I can push it. Occasionally I need to silence someone if I feel they are interfering with getting to my tip goal.  Sorry. A typical show will have a tip menu to ask for ether low med or high pulses, or hard edging.  When I get to my tip goal, we do a cum show. My moderator was having internet problems last night, so I let the main tipper of the evening control the 2B and make me cum. I am planning to be on Thursdays and Saturdays, and perhaps Mondays.  Also trying to line up moderators to show up at regular times.  Of course...